Every morning at almost
exactly 6:30, a bird alights on the balcony outside my living room window. He sings a quick melody, a pass through a
whistling pattern of notes, at most thirty to forty-five seconds. Then he is gone. The light continues to unfold. Day breaks.
The bird returns each day, letting me know as I sleepily drink my first
cup of coffee, that it is time to get moving.
I consider this fine feathered friend a good omen, a welcomed greeting
to the fresh page of a new day.
But I could be very
wrong.
The bird is singing
out of season.
His trill each day would
be more common in April, May or June, but it is only February.
Why has he started practicing so early for
spring?
Maybe because we have had no
winter here, and barely measurable rain.
Day time temps are in the 80s, and the mercury drops no lower than 50
degrees overnight.
Los Angeles is a
desert, saved from arid wasteland by
William Mulholland’s aqueduct and his
theft of water from the Owens Valley two hundred or more miles to the north.
This year is a dry one, even by L.A.
standards.
It is abnormal in a city that
relishes its strange and manufactured image.
People laugh and talk
about how great it is to live in L.A., even as they watch the snow cascade down
upon the rest of the country. No polar
vortex here. This is the land of
make-believe, but the nightmare lingers in the shifting earth, the dwindling
water supply, and the bird’s song outside my window each morning, all of which
could be signs of a region desperately out of sorts. Deny all you want, but something is wrong
here, and nearly everywhere else on the globe.
Climate change is present with insidious consequences. I never liked the personification of Mother
Nature. No, she is not angry. That’s too rational, too simple.
Talk about the wrong
book to be reading in this mood!
Some of
my concern has been fueled by reading
Five Days at Memorial: Life and Death in a Storm-Ravaged Hospital (Crown, 2013) by journalist Sheri Fink.
This is the story of Memorial Medical Center,
New Orleans in the days immediately following Hurricane Katrina.
It is a harrowing, brutal, apocalyptic story,
and it scares the hell out of me.
No
American city, no hospital in this twenty-first century in a first world nation
should be knocked out so completely and horrendously.
This is primal stuff, and I wonder if animals
might have more instinct and intuition to survive better than the characters in
Fink’s reportage.
It is, even with solid
writing, an unimaginable tale.
How could
this happen?
I’ll tell you. One, we are not prepared for the complete
devastation of such cataclysmic proportions.
Two, there is really no way to be prepared for such a crisis because
collapsing infrastructure creates a cascade failure that ripples out beyond the
region of the disaster. There were not
enough boats, there were not enough helicopters, and there was limited real
estate to land either craft. The folks
at the hospital had not used the helipad for years, so they were not even sure
the platform would hold the weight of the aircraft. Patients could not easily be transported to
the helicopters that did land. Everything
was under water. There was misdirection,
miscommunication, mishandling—the whole thing was a miss and a mess, coupled
with gunfire, strange encounters with dangerous people, looting of buildings,
unreliable law enforcement, and the threat of even greater catastrophe due to a
lack of resources and clean water.
Then, of course, as
Fink explains in painful and frightening detail, the doctors decided to play
God. I’m not judging here, because
things were beyond desperate in the hospital.
In the face of dwindling hope and significant anarchy, doctors and
nurses injected several terminal, suffering patients marked “Do Not Resuscitate”
with a lethal dose of morphine and muscle relaxers which most likely eased
their way out of this life. A grand jury
declined to charge the health care professionals involved in the case.
Whether or not the
doctors and nurses were wrong in administering the fatal doses, or if they were
in ethical error for helping their suffering patients off this mortal coil, we
cannot help but see the overwhelming tragedy and horror in the situation. The ethical debate is a subject for another
essay. But what really frightened me
about this case as I read Fink’s book is that what happened in the fetid
corridors of Memorial Medical Center could happen anywhere in the U.S. All it takes is the right disaster. The possibilities are endless and the probability
of something like that happening almost certain.
Here in Los Angeles,
we recently passed the anniversary of the
Northridge earthquake.
Fifty-seven people died, more than 5000 were
injured, and the price tag topped $20 billion in damages.
Driving around the city, there is little
evidence now that anything happened, but I remember those days clearly:
red-tagged buildings; people sleeping in
public parks; lack of clean water; looters in destroyed buildings; the National
Guard blocking off whole streets of apartments; and the sound of terror, the
persistent rumble of the aftershocks.
Often, the shaking grew in amplitude and we wondered if this would be
the one that knocked down everything else that remained standing after the main
shock on that January day.
We are not
prepared. Sure we have drills, and
students duck and cover under their desks.
We have a few bottles of water in a closet somewhere, and some canned
goods at the back of the pantry. But
truly, we are not prepared for the magnitude of a disaster that destroys
infrastructure and cuts us off from the rest of the world. We cannot fathom complete devastation, the
kind of screaming terror only hinted at in the pictures of Syria on the evening
news. What if, what if, what if? Not if, when.
The riots in 1992, the
earthquake in ’94, the fires in the canyons, all tell us that when things fall
apart, we are reduced to our animal natures.
Wars do not happen on the streets of America, until they do. There are snow plows to take away the
towering drifts; there is always a source for clean water; the supermarket will
be open twenty-four hours and be fully stocked; fire and police personnel will
be there to rescue and protect us. And
then the rumble starts on the edge of the horizon, we must fight for our lives,
and no amount of preparation could ever make us ready for what is to come.
The
San Andreas fault,
the largest of the faults threatening southern California, suffers a major
rupture every 150 to 200 years.
The last
major rupture was in 1680.
Not if, but
when.
Los Angeles may ride through the
disaster without complete devastation, mainly because as an urban area, L.A. is
spread across so many square miles.
But
in a cataclysmic event of such magnitude, everyone in the region will be
affected, and a great many of us could perish either in the event itself, or in
the aftermath, like at Memorial Medical Center.
In the end, it will
probably not be only about bottled water and canned food, or flashlights,
batteries, and generators. No, it will
be about humanity. It will be about
recognizing the human being next door, and worrying about his safety as much as
our own families. The disaster can rob
us of our livelihood, our resources, even our faith in the goodness of a higher
power. But if the coming disaster robs
us of our humanity, it will be every man for himself. When that happens, as we saw in New Orleans,
the water will rise, the violence will spread, and people will die.